Alone ...

"Can you help me? Can't you see i'm broken into a million pieces? That i can't find any answer?
I wonder where this is going to take me. I ask myself when is it going to be enough pain for me to handle.
I started asking for forgiveness for something i'm just not sure that can be forgiven. I guess i just don't know what it is.
I carry on in the line, on the rock, on the ocean, under the sky, looking only to myself without the guts to fight my own will "